You try to block the thoughts in your head
When your life is your bed
But all your dreams were tainted red
From the cuts you caused with the words you said
They say that your life beats your death
But I can smell despair on your breath
Seas of anguish from reminiscing
Reminding you that there's someone missing
Lost memories coming back to you
Crumbled milestones reconstruct themselves outside of your window
The same things that you would kill to lose
Are the same things that you would kill to see again
You're losing your mind at the thought of her knocking at your door to see when
You're ready for her
Are you really ready for her?
Forgotten memories resurface; a time when you were smiling.
A time when she was laughing torn down by the now in which you're dying.
You speak to yourself and you speak to yourself and you say that you're going to be OK
But the blue skies that once lit your life are slowly turning grey
Are you ready for her?
Are you really ready for her now?
released August 28, 2015
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